On September 28 of 2013 I went and had a very expensive dinner in Beverly Hills and had 25 dollar glasses of wine and champagne with people I love and care about. I spent the rest of my birthday night watching American Psycho naked in bed with a past lover. I remember I ran into a guy at the gas station that night at 1am who told us “you are both so blessed and god loves you.” And I guess god did love us that night.
I wonder what will happen this year?
Having the intense urge to cleanse my life of everything that is not encouraging my growth and expansion.
I am trying to rebirth myself into a new life. I’m in a very intense phase inside myself, where I want to be born again.
I want to start doing the things that scare me the most, I want depth and vivid life, I want to feel fulfilled and successful.
I want new places, experiences, knowledge, and spiritual renewal. I want to surround myself with people who are on the same expansive path as I am.
I want to grow.